so maybe im writing my own Psalms, verses about my Lord, that are flowing out of my ever thankful heart. I pray that this continues, even though it is scaring me a little. As I wrote a couple of days ago. Its frightening to hear the God of the universe say, "Come away, come and sit in my presence." I look around and ask, "Me? you want me to do that?" I don't know how to describe it. Its one thing to choose to go and sit in God's presence with my own mind. But to be personally invited to do that? ah! its amazing. and scary. It brings me back to the "chisel skit" that was done last semester in chapel. I almost want to ask God, "Okay, so what are you going to get rid of this time?" Instead I should be asking, "How are you going to mold me today O Lord? How can I become more like you?"
Sometimes I feel like I take inventory every morning. I get up and talk with God saying, "Okay, so, do you have my heart? Check. Do you have my mind? Check. Do you have my spirit? Check. Do you have my body? Check. Alright, inventory complete." Seriously, I feel like everyday this needs to be done. And I think that Its amazing that God puts up with me. That he loves me so much. I love Him so very much. I am in awe of His great love, his great power and majesty.