Being together for only almost four months (next wednesday) has brought me closer to Zachariah that I have been to any other human being. I am not even this close with my Mom anymore. I wonder if it is unhealthy, or if I am losing my mind. Then I begin to think of the dozens of things we have in common or even in harmony with the other. He plays guitar, I sing and play piano. I am play oboe, and he plays french horn. He writes worship songs and is a worship arts major, I sing worship songs all summer and I am a worship arts major. He enjoys peace and tranquility so he can think, so do I. We both enjoy a good live concert. He enjoys digging into the word and also sharing the discoveries with others via blogs. I also enjoy that adventure. I am always moving, hiking, doing errands, and dancing...
I am taking Zachariah back home tomorrow morning. This "weekend" has been wonderful. I am going to miss him so much. But no offense, my love, I will get SO MUCH MORE DONE without you around :) You distract me so much.
cm
Showing posts with label cozy at home. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cozy at home. Show all posts
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Friday, May 14, 2010
home sweet home
here I sit. on my awesomely large full size bed (hey its a castle compared to that XL twin i crash on every night of the semester) and im simply exhausted.
home sweet home.
Its a place where I have 11' X 16' square feet ALL TO MYSELF. Although I have this space, I don't have as many people to fill it with. I am going to work on being thankful for and using the "alone time" on the horizon. I am leaving around 1pm tomorrow with my Dad, my brother and the race team for Owosso Speedway. Since its going to be down right chilly at race time, Mom has opted out of going with us. I don't blame her, it does get cold, but I LOVE IT. end of story.
anyway, so we'll get there around 3, unpack, get some new tires, run some hot laps, qualify, race, and then race the feature race, load up and go home. It will be a late night, but there's no place I'd rather be. I love the race track. Zachariah came with us the last time we went (two weeks ago) and I wish he was coming with us this time. Its not supposed to rain like it did, so hopefully we will actually race!!
back to home sweet home.
I'm only here for two and a half weeks. I want to make them count. I want to take care of myself, spiritually, physically, mentally and emotionally. I need rest, and I need quiet time. I will miss my boyfriend terribly. There have been plenty of instances tonight where I was laughing about or at something and the thought ran through my head, "where is Zachariah?!" I miss him already. *sigh* sorry for you who read my blog regularly. Its just going to be a fact of life. I will miss Z, but I will be just fine. I've got my Jesus, and there is such things like skype, cell phones, facebook and twitter to make the three and a half month separation a tiny bit easier :)
well, im exhausted. and im going to go to bed pretty soon. I'll probably write for another hour then collapse to sleep. I've got some chores to do, some boxes to move and some clothes to organize before we go racing tomorrow! gnight everyone. sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite!
cm
home sweet home.
Its a place where I have 11' X 16' square feet ALL TO MYSELF. Although I have this space, I don't have as many people to fill it with. I am going to work on being thankful for and using the "alone time" on the horizon. I am leaving around 1pm tomorrow with my Dad, my brother and the race team for Owosso Speedway. Since its going to be down right chilly at race time, Mom has opted out of going with us. I don't blame her, it does get cold, but I LOVE IT. end of story.
anyway, so we'll get there around 3, unpack, get some new tires, run some hot laps, qualify, race, and then race the feature race, load up and go home. It will be a late night, but there's no place I'd rather be. I love the race track. Zachariah came with us the last time we went (two weeks ago) and I wish he was coming with us this time. Its not supposed to rain like it did, so hopefully we will actually race!!
back to home sweet home.
I'm only here for two and a half weeks. I want to make them count. I want to take care of myself, spiritually, physically, mentally and emotionally. I need rest, and I need quiet time. I will miss my boyfriend terribly. There have been plenty of instances tonight where I was laughing about or at something and the thought ran through my head, "where is Zachariah?!" I miss him already. *sigh* sorry for you who read my blog regularly. Its just going to be a fact of life. I will miss Z, but I will be just fine. I've got my Jesus, and there is such things like skype, cell phones, facebook and twitter to make the three and a half month separation a tiny bit easier :)
well, im exhausted. and im going to go to bed pretty soon. I'll probably write for another hour then collapse to sleep. I've got some chores to do, some boxes to move and some clothes to organize before we go racing tomorrow! gnight everyone. sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite!
cm
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Friday, January 8, 2010
The Adventure Called Life Day 103...snug as a bug in a rug...
so I have spent the last hour calling around, trying to find someone to go to the movies with, and to no avail, no one is available. Oh well. After grabbing dinner at Subway with my gift card :) I've just resigned to stay in, snug as a bug in a rug. Ashley is here :)
anyway, so I've managed to work out everyday this week! YAY for keeping resolutions...and of course the guys are always there. always. It never fails. oh well. I'll get over the mortification that I turn bright pink and sweat like a pig when I work out...LOL
well after I worked out, then I shoveled snow. Lots of snow. I dug my car out, then helped melanie a little bit with hers. Then I re shoveled our walkways. Its a good thing I'm used to work.
anway, Im meeting with Ron, our chaplain, for a couple a of weeks. I am a little nervous about this. I usually don't like to discuss my problems with anyone. so this will be interesting.
well drumline is tomorrow, and I want to finish the movie.
cm
anyway, so I've managed to work out everyday this week! YAY for keeping resolutions...and of course the guys are always there. always. It never fails. oh well. I'll get over the mortification that I turn bright pink and sweat like a pig when I work out...LOL
well after I worked out, then I shoveled snow. Lots of snow. I dug my car out, then helped melanie a little bit with hers. Then I re shoveled our walkways. Its a good thing I'm used to work.
anway, Im meeting with Ron, our chaplain, for a couple a of weeks. I am a little nervous about this. I usually don't like to discuss my problems with anyone. so this will be interesting.
well drumline is tomorrow, and I want to finish the movie.
cm
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