old made new...

"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, He is a new creation, the old has gone and the new has come,"
2 Corinthians 5:17

I can remember as a little girl, getting a new dress or a new pair of shoes. There was something about wearing that piece of clothing for the first time. The cloth was spotless, stainless, wrinkle-free. They had that "new" smell, that only comes from the department store. I usually felt really pretty, or now as I have matured, I've identified this feeling as false confidence. I say false because it does not last.

"Repent then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord," Acts 3:19

Repentance is not just "saying you're sorry" to God. Repentance is a mental change. It is a decision to let go of the wrong and grab a hold of the right. Its a decision to turn away from evil and walk back into the son-light.

I guess to bring this into focus, grace is something that is so misunderstood. Grace isn't a guilt-trip. Grace is also not a "get out of jail free" card or even the "collect $200 pass go" card.  Grace is like one of those cards, but instead of just a couple per game, you get an unlimited amount. Grace merits a response. The response is our lives, our souls, our entire being surrendered for the cause of Jesus Christ. By receiving grace, we accept the responsibility of responding.

Truly receiving grace is humbly soul drenching. To think that Jesus Christ eternally petitions before the Father on our behalf. that because he hold the keys to the gates of Hell we can accept the gift of eternal reconciliation to God. wow.

so. now what do you do? you've messed up. fallen flat on your face because you stupidly thought that you knew better than the creator of the universe.

"So we fix our eyes on not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal," 2 Corinthians 4:18

That is the answer. accept grace. let it wash over you. but don't stop there. let it overflow out of you. let it be the source of what you do, say and think. let it be the reason you breathe. God's grace covers us. completely.  now go. live by his grace, forgiving others as you have been forgiven. loving others as you have been loved. what a blessing it is to be the hand and feet of Lord Jesus Christ. what a blessing indeed.

cm

answering the call...

I can't necessarily put my finger on the moment it happened, but it did. I answered the call. The call that Jesus makes to his disciples, and not just the "believers" that came to hear him speak. He charged his most cherished friends to, "go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit." He didn't tell them to make believers or converts. He told them to go and make DISCIPLES. 


disciple - one who embraces and assists in spreading the teachings of another


okay, so now that we've established what a disciple is, what does that look like? What does that mean for the average joe? 


In my very limited and young opinion, I would venture that this is not what the American Christian looks like. They are merely a believer, a person who admits that Jesus is Lord.  Matthew 28:19 is known in the Christian community as The Great Commission. 


The Great Commandment, Mark 12:30-31 says, "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your mind and with all your strength. The second is this, 'Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no greater commandment than these."


Now I am not saying that America does not have churches that are making disciples and that are not full of followers of Jesus Christ, I am merely suggesting that we step it up a notch. Instead of being satisfied to fight about theology and doctrine, what about banding together and caring about people. The very thing that Jesus did, ministering to the outcasts and befriending them. For goodness sake Jesus' disciples were outcasts, fishermen and tax collectors. Now those are people that the SON OF GOD associated with, how can we go and condemn those who do not "fit" into our "worlds". 


So this is my bulwark, my flag of declaration. I will answer the call, I will go and make disciples, and follow the teachings of Jesus Christ worshipping every moment of my life. My aim has been to authentic, even with my flaws, I aim to serve Almighty God, unselfish in desire, wanting nothing more than to please the creator and love of the universe. 


thank you Lord, for such as place as SAU. help me to see beyond the facade of "christianity" that some may wear. help me to see this campus how you see it. I love you.
 In Jesus' name, 
Amen