let me sign...

take a listen: 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5CkkRD2yiY


LET ME SIGN - Robert Pattinson
lyrics:
She was standing there by the broken tree
Her hands were all twisted she was pointing at me
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes
She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky
She said ' Walk on over to the bitter shade,
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved'
Let me sign, let me sign,"


~ 'm not sure why I like this song, maybe its the vocal. At first when I heard Robert Pattinsons' voice I was like, geez, talk much? But the more I listen to him sing, I just get this stir of passion and longing in my spirit. Its that feeling that I think all singers share. Its when your singing become more than just from your lungs and your throat, its coming from your toes, and your fingertips, and the top of your head, and its welling up deep from the deepest pit of your soul, pouring out of your mouth, your eyes, every pour in your skin is oozing the vocals....goodness I love when I can do that. It makes me feel so alive. This is the next song I will do at open mic night if there is a keyboard or piano. I will do this and rock it :)


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The Adventure Called Life Day 154...performing...

why do i get so nervous when performing? why do i literally freak out? im not sure.

well I had Paul play for me again. I sang "Turn it Off" by Paramore. He wouldn't rehearse with me. I sort of freaked out. well im still freaking out. I'm sure he enjoyed it, making me squirm. ugh. i really need to quit doing this to myself. I just need to calm down, and stop freaking out. *deep breath* im not sure if he just wanted to make me not want to work with him anymore? im not sure *deep breath* i can't do this to myself. its not fair to do this to myself. but if he EVER does that again. I think i might not speak to him. seriously. wow, now there's a word i haven't used in awhile :)

well im just flustered. and im not happy with my performance to top it. so ugh. double ugh. *scream of frustration*

*sigh*

Lord,
you alone are worth of praise, you alone are worthy of all the glory. I love you. You are HOLY HOLY HOLY. I am so unworthy of your love. i love you. i exalt your name. PRAISE THE LORD O MY SOUL PRAISE THE LORD!!
in Jesus' Name,
AMEN

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The Adventure Called LIfe Day 141...better than this...

so tonight was A-mazing! special thanks to Mr. Paul Reif for playing guitar for me at open mic night, but that's not why im so excited :)

Cora Howe has a fantastic voice. period. so so so good! alright, so I sat next to this girl all first semester in choir, i've never heard her string two sentences together, let alone sing a note. So tonight, Paul was helping her with a song, and she opened her mouth and began to sing. and BAM! It literally took my breath away. she sang so beautifully. then i heard God say, "see, I can even use this..." ah! soooo good. i LOVE when that happens. Sometimes I forget that. Sometimes I forget that God is so mighty, so sovereign that he can do ANYTHING. even surprise little old me. so I ask you, what can be better than this?

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